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Oh hello. I am Ava and I am 17. Strawberries and Cream and novels are my favorite things.


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Sunday, September 25, 2011
New light.

The recent turn of events have made me realised that i was such a fool in turning him away whenever I have the feeling that we won't make it.

I should have realised it earlier.
He was and is the only one who is with me no matter what happens.
How could i have even thought of letting him go, thinking i'll lead a better life with just my family and friends.
Afterall, he was the only who cared.
He was the only one who keep persistently coming back no matter how many times i tried pushing him away.
He was the one who,despite all the mean things i said, still stuck by me when i need help the most.

I guess the only thing that last forever is family.
And perhaps one day he will be.
Whereas for others, no matter what title u entitle them to, it wont make a difference.
It may make your life a shade more colourful than others..
but time will come when u realise friends could only do this much.


i am glad i still have him amidst everything.
i love you.

but still, sucks to have realised that only now..
too naive.